-Excitedness-

hi well tomorrow is the day i have been waiting for in a very long time, three years im so excited im finally going on the cruise with the school i so cant wait im going to greece cyprus egypt and beirut kewl huh? jealous?;) lol. its going to be great i went up town today to get some snacks for the journey it was brilliant i cant believe that its finally here its only 13 hours and 10 minutes till i will be on the coach setting off the birmingham airport planes at nine dont really understand why we have to be there so early but still. but hey i dont care im just so dam excited. Bye bye p.s ill update as soon as i get back and tell you all what a great time i know i will have :D Laur this is to you; im so glad i met you because your everything to me you such a good mate even though you live all the way in holland your still a great mate better then some in real they treat me shit sometimes and look down on me but when ever we talk you always make me feel better and i know i can always come to you with problems its nearly a year now of matty and you made me relies that it wasnt my fault he did what he did and helped me get along with it i know i must of been a pain but you stuck by me and helped me through the rough time, you still do. the heart candle thing was a great idea and im so honored and happy that your lighting it for matty its nice to know some people care isnt it.But you know i will always be there to help you out and made you feel better when ever you are down and know that i will always care about you and be here to return the favor of a friend to talk to and talk through things when you need too. I love you so much and hope we always stay friends because i need you more then you think and hope if we have any more tough times we can always get it through it together xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx